Change of Heart

My strongholds are melting
roots are falling
I’m trying to keep up the shields
but still I’m failing

Been standing still for years
now finally I’m moving
been obeying my fears all along
now everything is clearing

It’s like I’m really hurt from inside
and it felt like I’m decaying
it’s hard to hold on to this chained life
but now I’m through of assaying

I was only seeing movements
through this decapitated sight
shadows of hope and torments
emerging within every night

It feels like I’m losing it already
every time I’m thinking
to crave for things within my reach
but not exactly reaching

But I’m through of giving up
it’s just worth of trying
the brighter the light ‘tis better
it’s just worth of dying

© 2011 Pamuditha Zen Anjana

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