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© Pamuditha Zen Anjana 2015
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From the bottom of a processor.

Beep.

Initiating system boot process
Analyzing system status, please wait…

System analyze complete.

Loading Operating system
collecting required data

loading…
Microsoft windows Humanoid [version 1.0]
Copyright 1985-2023 Microsoft Corp.

load successfully completed.

Windows has detected that it had not been shut down properly before and the system time and date has been reset. Do you want to update time and date now?

…y

Updating time and date.
Connecting to the main server.
Error 14800.
Cannot connect to the server at this time, please try later.
Updating time and date failed.

Please wait while windows is analyzing the environment…

Analyze complete.

Launching the program love/soulmate/the one finder, shake middle sensor to cancel.

Loading…
Collecting data…

Load completed.

Running the love/soulmate/the one finder…
Scanning the area of 25 mile radius for matching subjects, please wait…

35 Subjects found.

15/35 Are committed.
12/35 Are homosexual.
8/35 Are available.
None of the subjects possess the standard requirements.

Do you want to try connecting to one of the available subjects?

…n

…areaexpand radius=m50

Expanding the area radius to 50 miles.
Successful.

Running the love/soulmate/the one finder…
Scanning the area of 50 mile radius for matching subjects, please wait…

68 Subjects found.

30/68 Are committed.
17/68 Are homosexual.
11/68 Are Unavailable.
10/68 Are available.

Beep.

One of the available subjects exceeds the standard requirements.

Do you want to try connecting to ID 198.58.55.1

…y

Connecting to ID 198.58.55.1 please wait…

Established connection with ID 198.58.55.1

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Connection lost.
Try again?

…y

Connecting to ID 198.58.55.1 please wait…
Connection established.

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Connection lost.
Try again?

…y

Connecting to ID 198.58.55.1 please wait…
Fatal error.
Subject out of range.
Try again?

…y

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System overload…
Continue?

…y

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© 2011 Pamuditha Zen Anjana

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Unnamed Love

The Gloom,
I wandered through
screamed at me
like a wolf adoring
the new moon,
it howled at me,
to stop my search!

Overhead,
starry skies
kept staring at me,
like a virgin flirting
with her first crush,
they winked at me,
to stop my search!

The chilly breeze,
kept touching my hair
as a polite hooker,
it invited me to dance
with the night,
to stop my search!

The twinkling fireflies
caught up to me
as a cop stopping a car,
they signalled me,
to stop my search!

But…

for my own sake
and for my sanity
for the little that I call my life
for the continuation of my dreams
and for my unnamed love

I didn’t…
I wouldn’t…
I couldn’t…
STOP!

© 2010 Pamuditha Zen Anjana

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Pretence.

One Lonely night
Under my bed
I found a soul
rusty and wet

Tearing apart
grey webs of art
I took the soul
out of the dark

Oh! What a fright
it gave my old heart

Oh! What a searing light
it shed on my new life

A silenced strife
of my silenced life
The silenced start
Silenced apart

Carving a hole
inside the wall
I tried to hide
hide from this all

Protecting the sight
of my own right
I threw it down
drawing a frown

Bouncing back and forth
jumping up and down
doubting everything I did
It started a mutiny

Then!

another contention
beyond contemplation
my consummation
the final conflagration.

© Pamuditha “ZEN” Anjana

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A Moment.

Alas!
Depression…!

It keeps eating
at my core.
Sinking its,
saliva dripping teeth
in to my brainheart.

It keeps darkening
my vision.
Throwing its,
damp air filled bosom
in front of my sanity.

I think,
I must stop
Thinking…

Just for a day,
Or for two days,
Or maybe,
For the rest
Of my life.

I feel,
I must stop
Feeling…

Just for a second,
Or for a few seconds,
Or maybe,
Until the moment
I die.

I question
Myself,

Does the right
represent
Right?

Does the wrong
represent
Wrong?

Is it just
my Imagination,
everyone
expects
me to behave
Normally?

Is being an
Abnormal
a sin?

The questions
remain…
until my
next Moment.

© Pamuditha “ZEN” Anjana

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Shattered Realism.

Deceptions are at large.
what you see, hear, smell, feel
is not as it may seem…

forging your beliefs into,
the path of reality…
merging them with,
unseen and unobserved mysteries…

“they” find it easier if you,
obey at once…”they” know that
disobeying is much harder
not at first, but still the same…

Believe this, though it doesn’t feel right!
what we search is no more,
what we need is no more,
no more is now what you only know.

only one path left to tread on…
one plan to make it all right…
create your own destiny,
your own future…

rebel against!
against the lies
before your eyes…

giving up everything you want,
forgetting everything you’ve learned,
leaving everyone you love,
trusting nothing, but your instincts…
renunciate…or consecrate yourself!

become the force you want to be,
become the sun you want to be,
give the sight & the light to the world…
Force the mind to make the difference…

From your thoughts,
Erase the world…
you’ll be the difference!!!

© 2010 Pamuditha Zen Anjana

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Life in a Glass Capsule.

Out There…
A face-less world awaits me.
Crowded with rainbow-masked people,
all wearing their own veils of fury,
hiding fear stricken faces from me.
they search me on a barren world
To reveal the bare inside me.

Trying to tear my face-off,
In order to wreck havoc upon the good,
They scratch my cover,
with pieces of the sheet of reality,
which long ago shattered by visionaries.
Using the dark sledgehammers of hope,
They bang on the outer-shells,
fantasizing ’em breaking the locks of radicalism.

But…
I’m tubed within & encaged inside.
Protected from the silicon outside…
protected from what’s not abnormal.
This is my safe of being safe.
This is my life…My own way of living…
Life inside a capsule of glass.

© Pamuditha “ZEN” Anjana