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Rant

Well

The silence is deafening
Licensed to feed the need
Hyphen these favorites
Try on the reject’s mind of sin

Rising within
Is the siphoned murmuring
Hybrid settings
Wallowing in one’s right for self

Stuttering feelings can be a bitch
Buffering thoughts will be the dicks
When you seek the ecstasy within
One finds sanctuary inside the bricked

Dumb sheeple Running around in circles
Surrounds the sound of church bells
Vomiting the pride pay toll
Hark! They turn to misfits

Forsaken minds
Terrible doctrines
Valued customers
Its a vicious cycle

Never ending
And forever winding
Yet, I’m unyielding
A philanthropic misanthropist

Try these words
If they fit the need
Figure the rest
Or else feed the beast

#endrant

© Pamuditha Zen Anjana 2016

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© Pamuditha Zen Anjana 2015
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Unwise Words

Smoke smoke smoke
Light the life away
Breath by breath
Inhale death

Live life to the fullest you say
But what if life doesn’t matter
When you don’t want to stay
What if all this is an illusion

Maybe I was right all along
We complicate things, us humans
Take matters into our own hands even
When we don’t want to change ourselves

Darkness engulfs me
While I sit on this emptiness
Counting passing smoke bubbles
When trust follows lies

They say life isn’t fair
True, but the falseness echoes
Throughout the well thought out lines
Life is what you make it to be

Smoke smoke smoke
End the life in just a few breaths
Take control or lose it all to chance
Fake control or delve in to romance

Seek the truth when it stares at you
Sitting naked in front of your shadow
You say life is about living
I say its about puzzle solving

Same side of a different coin
Heads or tails I gotta run
Smoke dies and the illusion’s done
Its filtered now…

© 2015 Pamuditha Zen Anjana

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Metamorphosis

Within myself, I feel something stirring
I feel the presence of some anonymity,
the work of some unknown force,
awakening!

In comparison, I feel I’m still, and still
like the calm sea before a storm,
like the silenced forest before a predator,
striking!

Deep inside, upon my inner eye, flashes
the darkest and the yet to be discovered,
the hidden and the deepest depths,
unveiling!

In Retrospect, I get a feeling, like
I’m missing the most important keynotes,
I’m letting all these facts pass me by easily,
reprieving!

They say, I worry too much, yet
I know, the waiting is far better than rushing,
holding my ground is better than falling back,
resenting!

In circumspection, I know, whether
time will run towards the day of final judgement,
the earthlings’ll see the sun on the newest day,
dawning!

That way, I find it easy, to follow
the self-righteous ways of the absorbed truth,
the self-imposed rules of the disclosed mind,
preaching!

Thus, One day, in the future, not very far…

In conception, I’ll look straight at you, and shout
I’ve seen the depths of the most unforeseen of all,
and I’ve found the best way to end this enchantment,
uprising!

© 2011 Pamuditha Zen Anjana

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Closing Curtains

I’m picturing a past state
another road to my lost fate
add another nail to the coffin
it’s my last date

Heart races
through the blurry faces
Mind spaces out
through those lost pages

So I, loved you
Outlived you
Tried blending in
Ended up bending back
Bleeding and clutching
The misguided heart

And I, used to trim my chances
re-imagine my own dreams
after all I was MIA
in the Suns golden rays

Then I, hated you
Outwitted you
After you ripped me
part by part
Beautifully apart

Yet I, tried to keep it all in
even went out of my way
to direct a hollow life
just like a well scripted lie

But they say it’s not right
to fight in days like these
plus the stage is closed
and its no man’s land again…

© 2014 Pamuditha Zen Anjana

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Other Side

I walked when
the morning star glanced at me
through the weaves of trees
and when the mornings became noon
and when it was hard to bear the light

I walked even when
the way forward seemed
utterly impossible
even when things seemed to be
falling apart right in front of my eyes

I kept walking
counting each breath
for the miles I’ve passed
tripping on the countless
paths I’ve crossed

I kept walking
even when you told me
that I’ll never be able to

I kept on walking
even when the world told me
“you’ll never ever make it!”

So, as I walked
on these lonely roads
through the wallowing dark
that swallowed hope

on came the silence
to take away my words
on came the pain
to take away my memories
on came a lot of things
to sink their teeth into my brain

Oh but, still I’m walking
towards what I need the most
towards that place where
the grass is greener and
the skies are bluer
towards where it’s safe to breath…

© 2014 Pamuditha Zen Anjana

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Two Years Later

I thank the light for darkness
’cause darkness alone was the light,
that guides me towards my ultimatum,
the gift that bound me to these goals,
the core that got thrown away in a hassle…

as if I’m gonna stop believing in us
and if I did,
like it really affects the notion of “us”,
two ultimately different souls,
submerged into one entity

we were supposed to be a paradise
together, woven and intertwined into
this almost surreal forever kind of reality
in which, he
was not a part of, and you broke me,
with those miscalculated promises…

as if I’m gonna blame it on you alone
and if I did,
like it really leaves a mark on you
or in this case on me, or like it’s just gonna
bring you running back to me, into my arms

Honestly, today I’m missing you more
more than those most days,
when you invade my dreams,
then suddenly
leave me breathless, sense-dispersed
in the first breath’s glance, into the light,

as if I’m gonna burn away your memories
and if I did,
like it really would take you away
away from me, off from my inner eye,
pages torn, and lanes erased in a blink of an eye

yet, these harshly sweet images of you
starts to suffocate my senses,
but m’ love I do love them,
not you,
not anymore!
but I love those blurry images of you,
they are closer to me than you ever were…

but you never left me, did you?
I ask you whenever I see you, and you,
you just smile and blink as if
you saw the Sun for the first time ever,
and you say “No!”

and I count so many “you” s in above lines,
yet there’s no you, where it really matters…

© 2013 Pamuditha Zen Anjana