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Unwise Words

Smoke smoke smoke
Light the life away
Breath by breath
Inhale death

Live life to the fullest you say
But what if life doesn’t matter
When you don’t want to stay
What if all this is an illusion

Maybe I was right all along
We complicate things, us humans
Take matters into our own hands even
When we don’t want to change ourselves

Darkness engulfs me
While I sit on this emptiness
Counting passing smoke bubbles
When trust follows lies

They say life isn’t fair
True, but the falseness echoes
Throughout the well thought out lines
Life is what you make it to be

Smoke smoke smoke
End the life in just a few breaths
Take control or lose it all to chance
Fake control or delve in to romance

Seek the truth when it stares at you
Sitting naked in front of your shadow
You say life is about living
I say its about puzzle solving

Same side of a different coin
Heads or tails I gotta run
Smoke dies and the illusion’s done
Its filtered now…

© 2015 Pamuditha Zen Anjana

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Resolutions

Having burnt a cigarette and life
Turned myself back at the path I was supposed to follow
Whether it was the right way or something else entirely
I don’t really know…

Maybe I didn’t want to know

Who knows these things?
They are supposedly mysteries
That no one finds out
Until they do…

Cyber lives,
Much untold stories…

They say the break of dawn is the best time
To make decisions
Maybe it’s true
I wouldn’t know
I’m not planning to stay awake that long

Solo is the way to go
Solo is the way to be

Choices,
They seem hard
Until you choose

Maybe it’s up to you
Maybe it’s not
I would know

Cyber lives lol,
Society is not fucked up
You are…

Cigarette’s over
I think I ought to go in now…

One last thing though
Don’t base your dreams on the theories of reality
They are fucking dreams,
And dreams don’t need theories.

© 2013 Pamuditha Zen Anjana

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Reflections

I turned back time
tip toed upon the water
just to get a closer look
a glimpse of my old self

every mirror I’ve known
in bitter pieces, broken

I thought I easily could
steal the reflections
from moving waters
but sadly, I failed

Turning back time again
though, on a different note

I’d rather lose myself entirely
than breaking apart, whilst
trying to prove myself
in the eyes of the forsaken

So, now I’m stepping under the Sun
searching for my very own shadow

© 2013 Pamuditha Zen Anjana

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Ordo Ab Chao!

Arise! whilst feeding on the ultimatum,
the wrath of the unsatisfied, looking up at what’s not humane
through the veils of light, Oh! Let thy kingdom begone!
Turn to dust, and then fly off with unresolved fears

Open thy eyes to the despair, the burning desires
let torrents of sin run through thy veins, turn into stone
feel the twists, aching heart beats and ice-cold fires
breath in the dry Sulfur and let the lungs die in vain

For, yet in the next Armageddon thee will be gifted
with the sight and the light beyond thine realm
be granted a spirit-walk upon the ninth kingdom
twisting knives of 72 promiscuous virgins

Fulfilled promises… hark!

By the bloodless right to disown a fatherless child
I call upon thee, the chaotic lie, the ruthless parricide
the imbalanced pervert, the uncivilized fetish
come lay thy dark shadow upon these puny little lives

Oh! Let them reap what they have sown
treat their fragile spark of hope with barbarous heart
vanish in the rustics of the heaven itself
God is no more, neither is the opposite

Out of chaos, comes order..!

© 2013 Pamuditha Zen Anjana

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Godspeed

With a hollow heart
I followed you to the moon
and back
with a flash
riding an enchanting comet
plummeting down towards the Earth

It’s a hundred clichés
turned into one small message
a thousand thoughts
rolled on to one gloomy passage

But I loved you..

That much I did know
unless my heart lied to you
which
it doesn’t do
never did, never will
sad case scenario, you knew it

So here I am, tied in a crossword
a road of memories
lost and entangled on my own
dreams, and fears
a puzzle of insecurities
lost in numerous entities

But then again, I loved you..

With ashes of the past
I passed the thin layer of doubt
and hit
rock bottom
all hopes and notions lost
I went down under for a long time

Now, I’m back again
On my feet, with some remedies
rising with leftover dignity
from the ashes of the past
standing firm, standing solo
this is farewell my love…!

© 2013 Pamuditha Zen Anjana

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Times Change

Yet, I feel lost…

In a labyrinth with too many crossings
intertwining and running towards the same way
same way as if I’m missing that almighty spark
spark of sense, an ark of self-preservation

Thinking in circles again
as if I didn’t make me do that already
ready to catch myself as I fall again
as if I didn’t make me fall once already

So, I’m a lost soul…

Trading jokes for the love that I have
making my way through these senseless crowds
searching for my muse, my own guardian angel
you…

I was tired of trying, not tired of revolving around
not really resolving anything.. Nope! but still trying
breaking into thousand words, sometimes unheard
so it’s time to give up on giving up on you

‘Cause moving away…
is also a mean of getting closer…

© 2013 Pamuditha Zen Anjana

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Seconds Away

Here’s to the times being unfair
to the spontaneous choices that one makes
as for you only live once… not twice
here’s to those wise words they said once…

“Do make sure that each and every single moment counts!”

Troubled minds never saw no bright future
only doubled their troubles and lost in a bubble
only those who never wished were granted their wishes
yes, doesn’t make sense… But if it did, it’ll all be too easy,

won’t it..?

Let the soft breeze dance with the strands of your hair
Dear one… Let there be light in your eyes, forever
catch and hold on to those smiles before they fade away
and fail not to see through the pretexts of those wild souls

Lay your Trust in me!

Here’s to the idiots with Big Dreams
trying to reach out for the utterly unreachable
always looking for change in the making, thus
here’s to the memories they preserved

“So again, my dear memory collector,
he’ll hold on to those until he dies!”

© 2012 Pamuditha Zen Anjana