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Kill the Society!

I’ll gladly watch this world burn up in flames and turn to dust.
I’ll gladly see myself heat up, liquidize, then evaporate.

I’d gladly watch the rising mushroom clouds than turn away.
I’d hardly look to live another day, any other way.

I’d love a war between the worlds.
world against another,
worlds against each other, a world war.

Yet, I’d yearn to see the gloom the day after.
And, I’d learn to feel all over again, come under.

I’m content, guessed right, contempt.
emptied, like this mind of torment.
ordained with
like the right for dormant

Amen, may men see the light
in the right light
right before my evil ordain.

So then, I may find the right night in the might
of the very moments that light bright rite, right?
no, let’s write right, as they say
there’s no right right, right?

The world dies, I go after.
The time flies, I’m no faster.
I’m a master, of a disguised altar.
Come what may, I’m no saint, Hell-crafter.

Pseudo, ultimately is a good bastard.
Assume he’s the last, can’t muster.

Ey yo mister, give me a jagermeister!
For all I know, it could be the last cannister.

I’ve dotted the eyes and crossed the tease.
I’ve dotted the ends and divided the middles.
I’ve blotted the eyes and crossed the tease.
I’ve blotted the ends and divided them from the middle.

It’s the last day, judgment’s on the way.
gone are the grudges, budget’s due today.

Shoes seem too tight? Leave them be.
For all ’tis too right mostly for me.

© 2017 Pamuditha Zen Anjana

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Just Words

You
was the word
You was the word I used to write before me

You
used to be the road I used to take
Used to do a lot of things
Things that made sense

Not now, just then
Just then you took me and departed
Took me apart

You
A simple mistake
A mistake that I’d make again
Make amends
Mend a man
Glue him together if you will
Will allows not
Not because heart is lost
Lost is the soul, nope
No love

Soul searching
Searching through deserted lands I walk
Walking through memory lanes
Lanes emptied and barren was the heart
Heart says yes
Yes, through dense cigarette smoke
Smoke, through mosquito lullabies

In between
Between those forgotten lines and lies
Lies a man who lies alone
A lonely traveller once lost and found
Founded the love, unrequited
Quite a sight!
Site full of lost lives and love
Love, not a mere memory
A memory in shining armor

And,

You was
You are
You is
still the word I run towards
When I run out of words.

© 2017 Pamuditha Zen Anjana

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Rant

Well

The silence is deafening
Licensed to feed the need
Hyphen these favorites
Try on the reject’s mind of sin

Rising within
Is the siphoned murmuring
Hybrid settings
Wallowing in one’s right for self

Stuttering feelings can be a bitch
Buffering thoughts will be the dicks
When you seek the ecstasy within
One finds sanctuary inside the bricked

Dumb sheeple Running around in circles
Surrounds the sound of church bells
Vomiting the pride pay toll
Hark! They turn to misfits

Forsaken minds
Terrible doctrines
Valued customers
Its a vicious cycle

Never ending
And forever winding
Yet, I’m unyielding
A philanthropic misanthropist

Try these words
If they fit the need
Figure the rest
Or else feed the beast

#endrant

© Pamuditha Zen Anjana 2016

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Unwise Words

Smoke smoke smoke
Light the life away
Breath by breath
Inhale death

Live life to the fullest you say
But what if life doesn’t matter
When you don’t want to stay
What if all this is an illusion

Maybe I was right all along
We complicate things, us humans
Take matters into our own hands even
When we don’t want to change ourselves

Darkness engulfs me
While I sit on this emptiness
Counting passing smoke bubbles
When trust follows lies

They say life isn’t fair
True, but the falseness echoes
Throughout the well thought out lines
Life is what you make it to be

Smoke smoke smoke
End the life in just a few breaths
Take control or lose it all to chance
Fake control or delve in to romance

Seek the truth when it stares at you
Sitting naked in front of your shadow
You say life is about living
I say its about puzzle solving

Same side of a different coin
Heads or tails I gotta run
Smoke dies and the illusion’s done
Its filtered now…

© 2015 Pamuditha Zen Anjana

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Closing Curtains

I’m picturing a past state
another road to my lost fate
add another nail to the coffin
it’s my last date

Heart races
through the blurry faces
Mind spaces out
through those lost pages

So I, loved you
Outlived you
Tried blending in
Ended up bending back
Bleeding and clutching
The misguided heart

And I, used to trim my chances
re-imagine my own dreams
after all I was MIA
in the Suns golden rays

Then I, hated you
Outwitted you
After you ripped me
part by part
Beautifully apart

Yet I, tried to keep it all in
even went out of my way
to direct a hollow life
just like a well scripted lie

But they say it’s not right
to fight in days like these
plus the stage is closed
and its no man’s land again…

© 2014 Pamuditha Zen Anjana

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Other Side

I walked when
the morning star glanced at me
through the weaves of trees
and when the mornings became noon
and when it was hard to bear the light

I walked even when
the way forward seemed
utterly impossible
even when things seemed to be
falling apart right in front of my eyes

I kept walking
counting each breath
for the miles I’ve passed
tripping on the countless
paths I’ve crossed

I kept walking
even when you told me
that I’ll never be able to

I kept on walking
even when the world told me
“you’ll never ever make it!”

So, as I walked
on these lonely roads
through the wallowing dark
that swallowed hope

on came the silence
to take away my words
on came the pain
to take away my memories
on came a lot of things
to sink their teeth into my brain

Oh but, still I’m walking
towards what I need the most
towards that place where
the grass is greener and
the skies are bluer
towards where it’s safe to breath…

© 2014 Pamuditha Zen Anjana